Wednesday, March 18, 2015
I have such conflicted feelings. I am never really a simple person. But no one is really ever simple. We are all divinely designed and created by God. I don't understand myself 100% at all! And I don't think I need to totally understand myself. I just need to TRUST (this has been the theme for Jesus Calling lately. It was "Communication". I think she may have a monthly theme.) Him. But I am weak. And I like to doubt and my mind is crazy and stubborn. And that only lead to unhappiness. I need to follow the manufacturer's instruction, but I am so lazy and weak. That should not be my excuse. See my conflicted feeling? I suck.
I want to have a real quiet time everyday. I want to have ONE chunk of time dedicated to this. Of course I am going to have lots of conversations/prayers to my creator. But I know I need a dedicated quiet time. I want it to consist of these, in no particular order and I am not super concern of how much time on each... but this is a start...
Song(s) (I don't even care if it is the same song everyday)
Devotion (I am ok if I move JC to here, but I'd like to add another one)
I am going to INTEND this to happen. This is good for my soul.