Wednesday, June 15, 2016
Life update... sort of
This 2 weeks I have been feeling good. Felt good and connected. Not as connected as I would preferred (need more quiet time--prayers, flowdreaming, bible study etc). But I have time to relax and think.
The roommate was gone out of town and I REALLY enjoy my time at home. I have the house to myself and Gigi and I can do whatever I want whenever. I can clean and organize (which I somehow is the only who does that in the "common aread". Maid?) and can expect it to last. I can lounge in the sofa however I want. I feel peace with almost minimal negative feeling. Without the negative visual, I can relax and feel good.
I love my alone time A LOT. I know I am also lonely a lot, but I prefer it over to being with people I don't like.
So much on my mind. Sometimes I feel lost and I don't know what to do. I have worries and dark moments. But I am grateful that I often get inspirations from God and I see the peek of the light. And I don't feel as gloomy.
Anyway, enough of stupidity. Some pictures. Shockingly I don't have much of Gigi's photos.